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"I will trust you and respect you, laugh with you and cry with you, loving you faithfully through good times and bad, regardless of the obstacles we may face together. I promise to love and cherish you through whatever life may bring us." — Shao Yong & Meng Lan (17/11/10)





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♥ Tuesday, October 25, 2011 ♥

I wish I could be my old self again, when I will/I can express my emotions freely.
I wish I don't have to put up a front and pretend to please everyone.
I used to be so straightforward, and while some people admired such characteristic, many adults and friends had asked me to change to be more tactful.
Since primary 4 or 5, almost every teacher wrote the same comment on my report card - "Meng Lan is a outspoken and straightforward girl......" Can't you see that it's not a compliment? It's just a nicer way to describe my shortcoming. 
Friends described me as a blank paper; they said they could read me like a blank paper because my emotions were shown all over on my face.
I didn't listen to anyone and change myself. I continued to be myself.
But as I grew older, I realised that I have to change. It doesn't benefit me at all to be straightforward.
I will only offend more people.

Although I don't think I am a nice person (I have bad temper, I can be really mean with my words, I don't love animals and etc), I am not a bad person too. I guess I am just bad at pretending to be good, just like how some people didn't pretend to be good, they are just good at pretending.


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