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"I will trust you and respect you, laugh with you and cry with you, loving you faithfully through good times and bad, regardless of the obstacles we may face together. I promise to love and cherish you through whatever life may bring us." — Shao Yong & Meng Lan (17/11/10)





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♥ Saturday, November 12, 2011 ♥

(Chasing Beauty)

Just some random thoughts here.
Before S and I got together, when we were just normal friends, I always see S as an honest, trustworthy, and a really nice guy. If ever someone doubt him, be it his friends or girlfriend (if he even had one before me), I will totally stand up for him. Because I know and I trust him that he will never cheat, lie, or betray anyone.
But things have changed after we started dating and got married.
Just look at the previous issue that we quarreled over. His friends will totally believe in his words and trust that he will never do such thing. But I didn't.
Actually it's not that I didn't trust him. I guessed I do, but I was just too afraid to. I was afraid that if I were to trust him, I might end up hurting myself. I was afraid that there might be a deeper meaning behind and if I failed to dig it out, I might be the one getting hurt.

I'm just selfish, over-protective over myself and paranoid.


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